Ok so the Army didn't quite work out the way i planned. I realized it wasn't for me and have payed for it with 1 month and a half of hell out here. it sucked. but hey. you never know what's right and wrong till you try it right? But to be honest i wouldn't change any of this for the world. i learned a lot about myself and i matured a lot while i was out here. so now i know what i want to do. I'm going to be coming back to ohio, then leaving for a camping trip with my fiancee (Elizabeth) for two weeks so from the 1st to the 17th. then she is coming out to Ohio from the 17th-25th with Her daughter (Kylie) during that time though i will be working on getting a job, getting a pel grant for college. I have decided to get my EMT License and then try moving out to North Carolina again. That way i can live with her. Once i get out there and settled i will have the EMT job for a year, then i'll decide if i want to continue with it and get my Paramedic's License or if i am going to finish getting my English teaching degree. I have also been thinking of making a seperate account on here for my poetry. I have yet to come up with a name so far but it will be soon. If you have any suggestions please feel free to mention them. Both accounts will be up just i won't be posting many things on this one any more. I have too many people who flood this one with journals and such so this one will become strictly Favs. Should help a bit. if you want to know the name then message me in this journal or send me a note. Anyway i hope to see a lot of people real soon and i'll talk to you later. only two more days.

Blessed be